Personaguyne19's blog

Theres a blog here so I just decided to use it to post some things that come into my head I'd like to type about. 

My first memory of really getting into any style of erotic wrestling was when I was 14. Having hit puberty I started getting a handle over what I liked and what turned me on. I realized while watching WWE, I was really into the women wrestling and using submissions or knocking eachother out. This was the earliest start of my fetish and I would fantasize about me getting dominated by girls in my highschool or them wrestling eachother. Then I discovered the websites that I would discreetly look at like Sleeperkidsworld, ringgoddess, slamminlades, etc. 

It was like this for a couple of years until my senior year if high school. I was watching some old school WWF wrestling in my room. With pro wrestling i never really ever fetishized it and to this day I can still watch stuff with no turn on but on this day, it was different. I was watching Ron Bass vs Tito Santana on Dailymotion on my laptop and Bass locked in a headscissors. This headscissors was long, it was grinding, it was....strangely sensual. Back in those days, rest holds were pretty common and long so i usually thought nothing of it but with this one...i felt hypnotized. I kept looking and noticed myself getting harder and harder. It passed but after Tito broke out after the usual 3 hand check and powering out on the 3rd drop; I turned it off felt a bit weird. For some reason I couldn't get that match off my mind. Two days later I watched it again and again I got hard...I couldn't take it. I jerked to it, the first time I ever jerked off to male vs male. At that point I questioned things about myself. I had no romantic interest in men, never thought about sex with men...but wrestling with men...something about this just got me going. I imagined myself between Ron Bass's thighs; I imagined myself not getting up on the 3rd drop, being choked out by the burly heels thighs. 

So that was the really the start if incorporating male vs male into my usual fantasies. And to this day I can pretty much pleasure myself to all three scenarios (WvW, Mixed, MvM). 

It's crazy to see a couple of users here i recognize from video like sleeperkid or Rick from FWR and discovering their libraries of male vs male along with their mixed stuff. I hope I get the chance to talk with them someday, their legends to me! 

Anyway I will share more thoughts as they come. Hope this was an interesting read. Thank you.