Kevin_Nova's blog

I have so many thoughts racing in my head all the time I can't even hear them, so normally I just stop paying attention and use that energy for wrestling and other stuff.  

And that is why I usually look a bit aloof in person at wrestlefests or off the mats, because theres so many hot hunks I wanna wrestle and so many things I wanna do that it's just overloading me. 

That's just the tip of the iceberg. I hope I can reveal everything about me without losing y'all along the way, because now, my ideal self is starting to take shape and you guys all just have really inspired me to be more myself everyday!

In terms of wrestling, I normally don't do that many matches outside of wrestlefests, so when I go to wrestlefests, I go all in on the wrestling, and content creation. And so, outside of wrestlefests, I am pushing past my limits every day so I can wrestle to my maximum energy levels, even to the point where I pass out. And I passed out 6 times at wrestlefest berlin lol, so I really am in it for the love of the game :) even passing out from exhaustion or submissions won't stop me from getting back up and wrestling more! 

The way that I wrestle is heavily influenced by luffy from one piece, and of course ATLA, and Battle Beast since I am now in shape enough to push past my limits without fear of injuries, and push myself to perform  at consistent levels and consistent durability  even when fully exhausted. I am after all a stretchy guy that likes to eat a lot and will always get back up no matter how tired  :) And I really like the creativity of ATLA with drawing inspiration from many sources to make myself stronger and more dynamic.  Battle beast is always ready for a worthy fight against a stronger opponent, and so am I, only I'm not a top tier in strength haha. But I am always hungry for a match, especially against the bigger /more experienced guys. So hopefully, my wrestling style reflects this. I know at least it reflects my unwillingness to admit defeat and that I absolutely despise tapping out!

I want to be the guy that is unsubmittable and control every position, and the most fun way to do that is to draw out traits from as many different sources as I can, so I can be the most unpredictable and dynamic fighter I can be. I love it when wrestler's are doing something that defies logic, it just energizes me, and I hope I can do those types of things too. 

And I do a lot of mobility work and strengthening my joints, so that's why you can't easily tap me out in a lot of holds. 

I also do oepn mats a few times every week, with a sunday one involving 2.5 hours of open mats against more experienced grapplers, so I'm much more used to the energy demands of grappling, so if I don't look as tired as I should after open mats , it's because I've gotten past that limit in my grappling training.  But I still do get very tired at the end lol. 

And by the way, this level of wrestling is before I start competing. When I start competing next year, I'll be a lot more decisive and durable and fast, so if you want a match, come message me :) unless you want to lose next year ;). 

For the more erotic side of wrestling, that is always one area I've been pretty good at, so if you want to do erotic stuff with me, just be warned, I have magic hands and a magic mouth :) And they're only getting better with every hunk that comes along. Don't be sad if you lose a FTC match with me :)

 The grunts and groans, the sweaty contact of trying to submit the other guy and take control of him, trying to escape the bad position with the other guy's arms and legs glued to you, finding the smallest gap to exploit and escape, pushing the other guy's buttons, getting used to the other guy's fight style, winning a fight that you believed you couldn't win  they all just come togethejr to make best feelings. Being Kevin Nova and wrestling makes my heart sing and my soul dance, and getting to know all you  wrestlers is the reason I don't want to be anyone else but myself! Like I have never felt more alive than when I'm locked in and struggling against sweaty muscle guys and it just makes a glorious symphony of feelings and energy that just clears away all the insecurity and  makes me be my best self.

Brief intermission hehe ;) Feel free to rest here. 

I really value connecting off the mats too, I'm just not as good at it. All of you have so many hobbies, and are creative and dynamic, I just got a couple hobbies in cooking, and wrestling. But I am startign to be better, it just is hard when I don't have anything I can think of to say. But I am bettering myself each day, even if its by pebbling, so by the end of this year I hope to connect deeply with my wrestler crushes and friends. 

I am a nerd at heart, just like most if not all of you, I just haven't had the confidence  to be my nerdy self, since I'm not a gamer or into history or trains or anything like that, but my nerdy trait is that i like to learn anything and everything, so in the future I hope to be as creative off the mats as I am on the mats. 

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Part of me being a wrestler is me being a content creator and doing thirst traps hehe, which are actuyally one of my fav parts, because I always have skimpy gear. And what's even better is now I'm finally at a good starting point to call my body a physique. Because I really am proud of myself, even if I downplay myself. But that's because if I don't downplay myself, I will start to get too complacent and fall into bad habits again, and it would be even harder to reset after the wf berlin. If I can have body tea, that would be ideal haha, but still working towards that y'a know! 

As for creating content: guys, I am incredibly lycky to be meeting so many hot content creators, do you guys know hot all of you are?? At wf berlin, I was so lucky to be performing at the live show, and meeting all the content creators there too . You all are so creative and skilled in your wrestling, doing such hot moves I didn't even know existed, that it made me want to be more  creative just from watching you guys. I have a lot to learn from you guys and I'm looking forward to rematching all of you or making content with you guys :)

My content has been primarily me jobbing, but I keep mentioning that I am not a jobber because I hate to lose, , I'm just good at losing. And being flexible as I am makes good content too hehe. 

Back and forth, competitibve submission and erotic submission are my fav, but they have to involve real pressure and pain, or imo it doesn't feel as real or as engaging. Especially from the technical side, if I see a choke not being applied properly it kind of makes me judgy XD. 

I would like to be in the middle between heel and jobber, focusing on whatever is the most fun for me and my opponents , and of course the audience. Let me know what you would like to see from me, but if it's just jobber content, well, I'm pulling back on that for future matches. Don;t worry i got a lot of jobber content from coming up anyways :) 

Brief intermission 3 - you gonna eat that? 

I'm sure I have more thoughts to update, but for now I can't think of any. 

I really hope that I can continue being a positive energetic and scrappy wrestler :) because I feel as light as a feather and that is how I love to wrestle, but ideally I would like to move with the lightness and agility of an airbender, fluidity of a water bender, the pressure and sturdiness of an earthbender and the efficient breathing and fire power of a fire bender :)